Ancient History

Scrooling down my Instagram posts, i found many awkward posts. obviously i did not think them through before posting such. i need o clear up my old photos now that im getting engage to my BUBS. some memories you just need to move to trash. I used to think that i need all these memories because its mine and its not like holding on to it means that i havent let go. its just ME. and from time to time i would like to remember the person i was back then. Despite all that, i have my BUBS now. and being a great partner i am, I wouldnt wannt hurt him. so yeah, these irrelevant posts gotta go.

 

i came across this post

 

I dont understand how you can smile all day long but cry yourself to sleep at night. How pictures never change but the people in them do. How your bestfriend can become your worst enemy, or how strange it is when your worst enemy turns into your best friend. How forever turns into short months that you'd do almost anything o get back. How you can let go of something you once said you couldnt live without. How even though you know something is best for you, it just hurts the same. How the people who once wanted to spend every second with you, think a few minutes of their time is too much to spare. How people make promises despite knowing how common it is for promises to be broken. How people can erase you from their lives just because its easier than working things out.

 

This was dated June 11, 2013. Today 3 years older hopefully wiser, I believe that i do understand, because whatever feelings we may feel today, things that we said, promises that we made, nothing beats HIM. if he says not this guy, not now, not for you then its not. Kun, Fayakun. Be! and it is.

 

So have faith, They always said, save the best for last. Loveeee Assalamualaikum.

VISIO

dO YOU people know what is VISIO?
i didnt. not until last week. gawd this Visio assignment is KILLING me. K-I-L-L-I-N-G!

but on the brightside, i get to do my work at Aunty Olskool place. My god, I love her place. Its like a corner of heaven at the office. hahaha. SO nice. Now that I havent seen her since Hari Raya Haji kinda miss that Bambam. Hope her wedding stuff goes well. (nahhhh not her wedding, its her daughters but sure felt like hers) On a side note, DONUT is hereeeeeeeeeee. Alhamdullilah. Donut's Mommy selamat melahirkan such cute little cuppie baby bambam Donut. This is the Pioneer of the Donuts legacy. Because i'll be having my own donut not anytime soon so i'll make someone else's baby my DONUT. Hopefully balik kerja i get to drop by at the Hospital to see this mashammmmm. Loveeeeeee

Sugabubs

Other than my personal bubble to vent. I'm hoping this blog can be the place where i write all the important stuff that happened. Because as you all know...i, me alone know im not really good with remembering stuff. and with all these crazy cool things happening to me, i dont want to not know where i put my notes where i write these important dates. wowwwww such looong justification on why i need to write. this is more to a place where maybe iman, donut and my lollys go when they miss me. so yeah alhamdulillah. IM OFFICIALLY ENGAGED!!! Scratch that. I'm not engage......YET. but i will be...but not until Feb '17. 11022017. to my SUGABUBS. Both of us really did not see this coming. Haha. If you must know. Im not a marry early type. yeah we all have that phase where we dream to get married when we were 25. but when the time comes. Your mother does not even have calon let alone a wedding. haha. godddd dont start with the calon. so before i forget all the dates. heres the list of my important dates (at least i thought they are):

decided to get engage: 27 August 2016 (in Ali, on our way to Lion Land)
bought unicorn: 13 Sept 2016 (Angsana)
Engagement day: 11 Feb 2017 (as at this post)

Now in my head is either my orchids, the food, or my hantaran. can i just have 5-7 dulang hantaran. and is kain pasang really necessary?

poor my Sugabubs. gotta layan my wedding talk every 5 mins. I think he really enjoying his time at work. Legit reason to not picking up my calls. haha


weeeee. I really hope all goes well. aminnnn. Loveee..Assalamualaikum

5 Years too long

Hi. Its been 5 years long since my last write. i even have to create new blog after few times of fail attempts to sign in. so Hi everybody. I know nobody actually read this post. It just my personal bubble to vent....to strangerssss.. Love. Assalamualaikum.